LoveCat was abandoned, blocked, punished, slandered, then abducted for love

The girls wanted to watch a classic 80’s movie, and so it was. I wasnt ready for the immediate correlations and emotions that bubbled up. First I saw the three differing pursuits to Andies beauty and peculiar attractiveness. There was the ostricization and bullying that ensued for no good reason from other girls, and of course the rampant insults and harsh treatment in high school life that we both lived through. Life in the 80’s was harsh. I thought about you, me and our similar experiences and wept the whole way through. I quickly became her father and the Personification of abandonment cut deeper. Andie demanded that dad see through his heartache and the suffering she witnessed decades before his queen left. She begged her father to move on but he professed his undying love that led to his obvious depression. I only cried more. Then I wanted to protect her heart from the pains of growing up and testing the waters of love. I wept for you. I wept for me, and also the coming challenges of love my own girls face forward. I never trusted Blane, because I knew how much he was hurting her, and trully wanted the movie to end differently. I saw you. I saw sassy9, and I saw myself. I related to our Ginger experience and the perils of love, especially in that season. I still haven’t changed my mind about you. I’m still ready to run to john and Kendra , or wherever the healing is. There’s no hard feelings for the vengeance youve enacted and I only fear your pain or ever causing you emotional trauma. You haven’t yet joined me in meditation and true healing. We don’t need a restraining order. You are not in any danger, other than the deep water of love and connection you’ve always dreamed of and only touched on in our union. I’ll be financially stable again in August after my the worst year of my life. Isn’t the move to heal instead of telling this old story? I‘ve already been broken beyond recognition, 35 days with pedophiles was as dehumanizing as I could have ever imagined. Still, I would do any fucking thing to enter again with the love of my life. You have outdone me with being bad. You win, and I see you were hurting more than I ever did based on your actions. Course I was angry with you for calling the law in the first place. It was a feminazi move- you know that. Also no one would accept my ideas of having you back, or understand, but I only care about you. I will take your photos down, I will trade you any of your wishes for civility. If you doubt the ability to heal, try me. If you don’t want the story to be well, then I don’t understand. I don’t know the person you have been except from my own experience with decades of anger.

I am capable of anything, and you are too. I have the space in my life to fix this. You are the author of your experience and I long for you to be well. The world wants a divorce and to trash the most beautiful thing either of us ever had or dreamed about. I remain open. Against all of the words and thoughts of the onlookers, I remain open to you and my children also understand, and support me. Call the goat♑️🐐if you want. I remain open

always yours

Take the ribbons from your hair
Shake and loose, let it fall
Layin' soft against your skin
Like the shadows on the wall

Come and lay down by my side
'Til the early morning light
All I'm taking is your time
So, help me make it through the night

And I don't care who's right or wrong
And I won't try to understand
Let the devil take tomorrow
'Cause tonight, I need a friend

Yesterday is dead and gone
Tomorrow's out of sight
And I don't wanna be alone
Help me make it through the night

And I don't care who's right or wrong
I won't try to understand
Let the devil take tomorrow
'Cause tonight, I need a friend

Yesterday is dead and gone
Tomorrow's out of sight
And I don't wanna be alone
So help me make it through the night

And I don't wanna be alone
So help me make it through the night